Something a Little Different

So its been a while since I've blogged, and there have been many things that has happened.
However, I have come to realize one thing about me that really irks me, a character flaw if you will.

I have trouble forgetting about my past, especially the bad parts. I can remember a lot more about the bad parts than the good parts, which leads me to feeling bad most of the time. For an example, I liked this girl a few years ago, I'll call her C lightling. And long story short, I figured it wouldn't work out so I basically rebounded with my ex. That is one mistake I will never forget... I randomly stumble upon that thought sometimes and it always makes me sad. There are many other things that I have done that makes me sad, but I don't feel like talking about those.

I just wish there was some way to forget about these stupid thoughts so I can be happy. I have random bouts of feeling blue because of my brain sifting through thoughts, and sometimes, it just finds bad stuff.

Why can't I just remember the good and let go of the bad?
Damn it...